Last night I watched this movie with my date. What a great movie!!! What a terrible movie for me to watch. It was horribly romantic – which I love… but I probably shouldn’t have seen it.
The story was all about love that conquers all odds. My favourite kind of movie. My heart believes that love can conquer all. It believes that if you have found the one then the two of you will be able to overcome all and remain deeply and truly in love for the rest of your lives.
Except that isn’t the reality that I have found myself in. I haven’t yet gotten the guy. I am not even sure why at times. 3 out of the 4 guys ended up not falling in love with me. I dont know why they couldn’t love me. At least one said I was an amazing woman. The fourth said he loved me but I always ended up last in his life. I don’t understand this love thing. Is it like the movies? Is it something different than I haven’t figured out? Or is it not about love but simply about finding the best partner we can and trying to find happiness with them?
At any rate… it has left me sad within my soul.