A lot of my anticipation about the wedding has been sucked out of me these last couple of days. I have been dealing with a monumental screw-up by someone else that has gotten both of us upset and has put a significant strain on our relationship. Its Friday and I wonder if I am going to be getting married tomorrow. I am so drained by trying to deal with the situation that this numbskull has created that a small part of me simply doesn’t care. But I know I do care, just sometimes I feel too tired to dredge up any emotion. I suppose it is a testament to our love and strength of character that we haven’t thrown in the towel yet.
So… true to form… there is a cloud hanging over what should have been happy days in my life.