What I wish I knew was how the kids are going to take it. Are they going to be mad? Sad? Hurt? No impact at all? No impact at all would be best but I think I will be a little hurt that my time with the kids meant so little to them. Maybe their happiness that their father and mother will be living together will override any sadness that they might feel about me not being in their lives to the same extent.
And I wonder what my relationship with the children will be like. Will the parents let me see them? Can I see them on my schedule or only when it is convenient to them? Do the kids want to continue to see me? Can I continue my relationship with them despite my anger towards the parents?
So many questions. So few answers.